Young 18 year old teenie tied up extreme face fucking and spanking teary eyed

This was my first home movie when i was 18 years old and a first year university student. This was never intended to be a porn movie but a home movie with my boyfriend. I told my boyfriend i wanted to try BDSM and I wanted him to push me until breaking point but only to stop if i said my safe word. We filmed it to remember it always and I refused to say my safe word even when I reached breaking point. This started my obsession with being extremely dominated and I realised i get super wet when I'm being hurt and when he fucks me like he doesn't care...